I have such a problem.

I am completely in love with Adam - I really am. I went over to his house today and we fooled around - as we always do - but I'm dating Jim and I feel like such a slut. It's just that I can't stay away from Adam no matter how hard I try, and he always strings me along and then leaves me hanging. He knows he does it and he's apologized a lot but I am not going to stop. I love the way I feel with him - he's just so amazing. But he's not interested in me as anything more than a friend. The occasional benefits neither of us can really control, I am just so attracted to him. Yeah - I'm dating Jimmy Dipane and I feel awful for what I did, but I mean, the fuck didn't talk to me for 4 days and I didn't know what the hell was going on. I guess that's no excuse...

I skipped my midterm today to be with Adam. I shouldn't have done that but I did anyway and I'm gonna get my ass eaten out for it. Oh well huh? So I'm going to do homework - which I desperatly need to do, and go to bed.

Nico

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