What Self-Mutilation Are You?
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I don't cut myself for attention. I don't cut myself for pleasure from pain. I don't cut myself because it "looks cool". I cut myself to abuse myself. I cut myself because I don't like the pain. I do it to punish myself. Stupid people need to leave me alone about it too. Stupid people like Jessica. I told Jimmie I like him. I feel like a fool. And I'm waiting for Josh Stevens but he's not coming. And he didn't answer his phone. Once again, I am left on the side while everyone else does something constructive with their time. It's not fun. Once again Life is terrible. I wish I was dead. I went to TJ Maxx with mom today. I asked for something and the way she said, "what" just triggered something inside me and I had to cry. Such hostility. Such bitterness. I put the damn picture frame back and tried as hard as I could to calm myself down. But I couldn't do it and sobbed silently in the bathroom isle.

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