200. My name is: Nicole

199. I was born on: May 12, 1986

198. I am a: Girl

197. My hair color is: Auburn

196. My eye color is: Brown

195. My shoe size is: 9

194. My ring size is: 9

193. My bra size is: d

192. My height is: 5'6

191. I am allergic to: anything I don't want at the moment.

190. I live in: Maine

189. The last three books ya read: Anne Rule's Ted Bundy, John Saul's Midnight Voices, John Saul's Nathaniel

188. My bed is: the only place I want to be when I wake up in the morning.

187. One thing I know for sure about the opposite sex: is that they're stupid. (most anyway...)

186. I am glad I'm my sex because: I'd hate having a penis.

185. A (guy/gal) that I have a crush on: Travis ;-)

184. My Best friends are: not around much.

183. My BEST friend is (of the same sex): Uhhhh...

182. My Best friend of the opposite sex is: Eric

181. Three things I can never resist are: Chicken, a good nap, and Travis.

179. My favorite pajamas are: the clothes I wore that day.

178. A perfect kiss is: something I can only have with Travis.

177. The last three CDs I bought are: Foo Fighters, Faith Hill, and Good Charlotte.

176. Last song that made me cry was: Have I cried over a song?

173. I could not live without: Travis, chicken, and cigarettes.

172. My most treasured possession is: Travis.

171. My three top pet peeves are: talking too much, pacing, and spitting.

170. What did you do last night: Sat here with Travis and watched TV.

169. The funniest quote I know is: "Confusious say man with hole in pocket feel cocky all day."

168. The quote that sums it all up for me is: "Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense."

167. My skin's reaction to the sun is (tan/burn): a light tan or burn

I Do/Do Not Believe in...

142. Love at first sight? Yes

141. Luck? No

140. Fate? No

139. God? No

138. Aliens? Of course!

137. Heaven? No

136. Hell? No

135. Ghosts? No

134. Horoscopes? Only for something to do when I'm bored

133. Soul Mates? No

Which is Better?

129. Hugs or Kisses: Hugs

128. Drunk or High: Drunk - except when you start puking

127. Phone or Online: online

126. Guys with/without Hats: without

25. Blondes or Brunettes: Blondes

122. Guys with/without Facial Hair: With

120. Night or Day: Night

119. Oranges or Apples: Oranges

118. Curly or Straight: Straight

Here's What I Think About...

116. Abortion? Completly for. The fetus isn't a living person, and the mother is, that mother shouldn't be burdened with something she isn't ready for, financially and emotionally.

115. Backstabbers? Not worth it.

110. School? Boring, but very important.

109. America? ?

107. Love? "What we need us love to help love grow today."

106. Friends before Love: Depends.

The Last Time I...

105. Took a Shower: Yesterday morning.

104. Talked on the phone: an hour ago.

103. Kissed someone: 10:45 last night.

102. Hugged someone: Last night.

101. Seen someone I haven't seen in a while: Monday

100. Drove: A while ago! Like last weekend.

95. Grew: Probably last night. You grow while you're sleeping, you know.

91. I always ask: Can I have your change?

90. The dizziest person I know: Hmm...

89. The one person who makes me laugh the most is: Travis.

88. Which celebrity or famous person are you in love with? Any abercrombie model.

87. One thing I'm pissed about right now is: Nothing. I'm good.

83. The last movie I saw in the theater was: Legally Blonde 2.

82. The thing I don�t understand is: Why can't I find a job?

81. One question that I want answered is: Why can't I find a job?

82. The things I notice first about the opposite sex are: the jaw bones, and the eyes.

80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever received is: I don�t know.

79. The one thing I love about the opposite sex is: oral satisfaction. ;-)

78. This spring break I am: hopefully doing something with Travis.

76. This Summer vacation I am: doing something with Travis.

75. Something I will really miss when I leave home is: not having to pay bills.

The thing that I'm looking forward to the most about...

73. Tomorrow: Getting drunk.

72. Today: Seeing Travis.

71. Next Summer: Having a car for the whole summer.

70. Next Week: possibly school shopping?

68. I want to go to college: to help myself grow artistically.

Choose From...

67. People call me: Nicole, Nico, Nicola, Nikki, Nick

66. The person who I talk to the most on the phone is: Travis.

65. The person I had the longest on-going relationship with was: Travis.

64. The person I have been friends with the longest is: I can't keep friends either.

63. The friend I would die without is: Travis.

62. The person who knows the most about me is: Jessica.

61. The person who can read me the best is: Heh, definetly not Travis! Probably my sister.

60. The most difficult thing to do is? Shave my legs without cutting them.

59. I have/have not gotten a speeding ticket? Nope

58. I have the following siblings: One younger sister, Ashley.

57. My favorite people are: my friends.

56. My zodiac sign is: Taurus! The bull.

55. The first person I thought/think I was/am in love with was/is: Randy.

54. The first person you dated? Justin Lebourdais.

53. The one person who can't hide things from me: Travis.

52. The person I find myself spilling my guts to is: Jessica

51. Right now I am talking to: myself.

48. I have a job at: NO ONE WILL HIRE ME DAMNIT

47. I have these pets: Emma (dog)

46. I wish I was: Thinner.

45. The worst sound in the world is? Travis and his mom arguing.

44. The person that makes me cry the most is: Travis

43. The best shoulder to cry on is: Travis, when I'm not crying over him.

41. I almost died when: I overdosed on several different pills.

39. My boy/girlfriend(fiance) is: TRAVIS PAUL!

34. My favorite state? Pfft.. Maine! All the way baby!

33. My favorite piece of clothing is: My panties.

32. My favorite sport to play is: Croquet

31. The best party I ever went to was: I haven't been to a good one yet.

30. The last time I cried was: The other day with Travis.

29. What I am wearing right now is: My striped pj capris and a red shirt.

28. The school I go to is: Gardiner.

27. The last person I pissed off was: Probably Travis.

26. My worst drinking experience was: when I had one smirnoff and threw up on the side of the road.

24. The last movie I watched was: Some porn.

22. The all-time best movie is: The Green Mile

21. The all-time best thing(s) in the world is/are: sleep, holidays, travis.

19. The most annoying thing ever is: Ignorance.

17. I lose all respect for people who are: ignorant and stupid.

16. The movies I have cried at are: My Dog Skip, the green mile, oh, hell. Almost everything.

15. If I had to get married tomorrow, and could pick my wife/husband they would be?: Travis

11. The worst pain I was ever in was: when I cut myself.

10. My favorite phrase is: "No, I love you more"

9. My room is full of: Everything I need.

8. My favorite celebrity is: Jennifer Aniston

7. My favorite cliche is? I don't have a favorite that I can think of.

6. My downfall is? I tend to hold things against people for too long.

5. My weakness is? Travis.

4. What turns me on is? Oh, lots of things.

3. I want this to end because? I've been here too long.

2. I filled out 200 questions because? I didn't know what else to write about in this entry.

1. Was it fun? No

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