Well, I think that I have learned one thing over these past couple of days. I am sick of guys. Guys suck man! I can't stand them. But, there is one, and that is Josh. I like Josh. Simple as that. I don't care that we will never be a couple, I don't mind it at all. Even after dating Nick, kissing Sean, and getting to know Josh Stevens, I have realized that the only one I want is Josh. Nothing is going to change that. I would rather sit here and chat with him online, than fck Brad Pitt. Honestly. Haha. I am more fulfilled being friends with him, than I would be dating anyone else on this planet. He's the greatest guy in the world. I talked to Thad on the phone the other night, and I don't know why, but it just made me realize how bad I really do like Josh. So I don't care. Guys suck, all I need is the friendship of Josh Marsella, and I'm all set.

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